GOD BROUGHT THIS BACK TO ME AND SAID POST IT AGAIN. GOD'S BLESSINGS AND DESIRE FOR RIGHTEOUSNESS BE TO THEY THAT READ.
January 31, 2010
Nightfall
All
too
often, we find ourselves in the heat of difficulty and we recall
the Word of God and the Promises of God over our lives. What often
happens is we tend to want to rush toward the triumphant conclusion of
the matter while hurrying through the difficulties. As I began one
such journey, I came to the realization that no matter how much I want
the hard times to be over, and the pain to be short lived, it's all a
part of the necessary process of accomplishing God's assignment on my
life.
As the sting of rejection marked the beginning of my night
season, I began to cry out to God and He answered:
ME:
I know Your Word, Father; and I trust every promise you've made to me.
There is no shortage of scripture that comes to mind which encourages
me to hold on to Your hands. But God, the grief is so real and the
loss seems so great. While hearing in my spirit, "The best is yet to
come," I'm finding it difficult to see beyond where I am right now.
You see, the sun isn't out in its bright glow. The clouds are thick
and gray. There is but a sliver of light piercing through the
darkness. Yet why can't I focus on the that tiny light? Why does it
seem so dark all around me right now?
GOD:
I'll tell you My child. It's because right now, for you, its
nightfall. Just like My time spent in Gesthemane, you have been
brought to the place of full obedience--where the choices you make now
will impact eternity. Though you are feeling the crushing weight of
grief, fear and pain, remember: After the determination of full
obedience--comes betrayal. After betrayal comes the intense suffering
for My Name's sake (2Timothy 2:12). Then comes the crucifixion of your
life's plans, thoughts, ideas and intents (Galatians 2:20). Then and
ONLY then, can resurrection come (Romans 6:8 and 8:10).
You
can't experience resurrection without death. You won't experience
death without suffering. You wont experience suffering without
betrayal. You won't experience betrayal without a stand for COMPLETE
obedience--no matter the cost. You see, My child, nightfall is
necessary. My nightfall produced My greatest Victory...for it was then
that I conquered, hell and the grave (Ephesians 4:8-10, Revelation
1:18). During My nightfall, I made an put your eternal enemy to an
OPEN shame AND triumphed over him and his chorts (Colossians 2:15). It
was during nightfall that I FOREVER altered the course of YOUR life and
ensured your VICTORY and guaranteed your status as MORE than a
conqueror (Romans 8:37).
So
you see, if you will but embrace your nightfall; from My perspective
and in the safety of My loving hands, you will see the manifestation of
the Victories I've promised you--while being resurrected in the newness
of life IN ME! Remember My servant's admonitions to you:
1 Peter 4:12-13 "Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which
is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But
rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that,
when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding
joy."
James 1: 2-12
"My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;
Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let
patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire,
wanting nothing. If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that
giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given
him. But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth
is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. For let not
that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord. A double
minded man is unstable in all his ways. Let the brother of low degree
rejoice in that he is exalted: But the rich, in that he is made low:
because as the flower of the grass he shall pass away. For
the sun is no sooner risen with a burning heat, but it withereth the
grass, and the flower thereof falleth, and the grace of the fashion of
it perisheth: so also shall the rich man fade away in his ways. Blessed
is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall
receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that
love him."
2 Peter 1:4-12
"Whereby are given
unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might
be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that
is in the world through lust. And beside this, giving all diligence,
add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; And to knowledge
temperance; and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; And
to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness charity. For
if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that ye shall
neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus
Christ. But he that lacketh these things is blind, and cannot see afar
off, and hath forgotten that he was purged from his old sins.
Wherefore
the rather, brethren, give diligence to make your calling and election
sure: for if ye do these things, ye shall never fall: For so an
entrance shall be ministered unto you abundantly into the everlasting
kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Wherefore
I will not be negligent to put you always in remembrance of these
things, though ye know them, and be established in the present truth.
Psalm
91: ALL
"He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide
under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my
refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Surely he shall
deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome
pestilence. He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings
shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler. Thou shalt
not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by
day; Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the
destruction that wasteth at noonday. A thousand shall fall at thy side,
and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the
wicked. Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the
most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither
shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels
charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up
in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. Thou shalt
tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou
trample under feet. Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore
will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my
name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him
in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I
satisfy him, and shew him my salvation."
Your
joy and victory is assured and My promises to you are yea and amen.
This valley you are currently walking through will indeed prepare you
for reigning in the earth. You WILL see My mighty hand of salvation
and My love shall cover and shield you. You will not only survive, but
live to accomplish all that I have ordained for your life IF you
embrace TOTAL OBEDIENCE and allow Me to walk you through this, your
NIGHTFALL.
February 2, 2010
NIGHTFALL, PART 2
While
walking through the valley of my own nightfall, David's familiar words
come to mind:
Psalm 55
(Amplified Bible)
1LISTEN TO my prayer, O
God, and hide not Yourself from my supplication!2Attend to me and answer me; I am restless and distraught in my complaint and must moan
3[And I am distracted] at the noise of the enemy, because of the oppression and threats of the wicked; for they would cast trouble upon me, and in wrath they persecute me.
4My heart is grievously pained within me, and the terrors of death have fallen upon me.
5Fear and trembling have come upon me; horror and fright have overwhelmed me.
6And I say, Oh, that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest.
7Yes, I would wander far away, I would lodge in the wilderness. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]!
8I would hasten to escape and to find a shelter from the stormy wind and tempest.
9Destroy [their schemes], O Lord, confuse their tongues, for I have seen violence and strife in the city.
10Day and night they go about on its walls; iniquity and mischief are in its midst.
11Violence and ruin are within it; fraud and guile do not depart from its streets and marketplaces.
12For it is not an enemy who reproaches and taunts me--then I might bear it; nor is it one who has hated me who insolently vaunts himself against me--then I might hide from him.
13But it was you, a man my equal, my companion and my familiar friend.
14We had sweet fellowship together and used to walk to the house of God in company.
15Let desolations and death come suddenly upon them; let them go down alive to Sheol (the place of the dead), for evils are in their habitations, in their hearts, and their inmost part.
16As for me, I will call upon God, and the Lord will save me.
17Evening and morning and at noon will I utter my complaint and moan and sigh, and He will hear my voice.
18He has redeemed my life in peace from the battle that was against me [so that none came near me], for they were many who strove with me.
19God will hear and humble them, even He Who abides of old--Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]!--because in them there has been no change [of heart], and they do not fear, revere, and worship God.
20[My companion] has put forth his hands against those who were at peace with him; he has broken and profaned his agreement [of friendship and loyalty].
21The words of his mouth were smoother than cream or butter, but war was in his heart; his words were softer than oil, yet they were drawn swords.
22Cast your burden on the Lord [releasing the weight of it] and He will sustain you; He will never allow the [consistently] righteous to be moved (made to slip, fall, or fail).(A)
23But You, O God, will bring down the wicked into the pit of destruction; men of blood and treachery shall not live out half their days. But I will trust in, lean on, and confidently rely on You.
Walking through challenges that arise as the result of the choices of those you have loved, served, and built relationships with can be difficult. You are left with trying to figure out what you did wrong...why has this happened to me?...am I being punished for something?...how could I have missed the capacity for inflicting such pain?...how could I have been such a poor judge of character? I thought he/she loved me? I thought we had something special...founded on the principles of Christlikeness...even when we messed up, we knew how to rectify things together with Christ...what's so different now? God answered this way:
Once you stop trying to figure out all the angles, I, God am free to talk to you and calm your spirit. I am able to let you know that all individuals have CHOICES. They are free to determine for themselves what course they will take in every aspect of life. Once they have chosen NOT to apply My Word, NOT to adhere to My statutes, NOT to do things My way...I must honor their decisions. Because I created man with free will, I refuse to use methods of manipulation to get them to do what I want them to do. Manipulation is the tool of witchcraft. I don't operate in witchcraft...I AM God and I don't need to. Therefore, when you feel the sting of betrayal..the turning of those who have once professed their love for you and their comittment to you---don't forget that you could've chosen that way as well. At any point, you could choose not to walk as My ambassador in the earth. Because you have now found yourself on the receiving end of the most painful of times, don't forget my Words to you...
Psalm 91
(Amplified Bible)1HE WHO [a]dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand].
2I will say of the Lord, He is my Refuge and my Fortress, my God; on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I [confidently] trust!
3For [then] He will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence.
4[Then] He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings shall you trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler.
5You shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow (the evil plots and slanders of the wicked) that flies by day,
6Nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday.
7A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand, but it shall not come near you.
8Only a spectator shall you be [yourself inaccessible in the secret place of the Most High] as you witness the reward of the wicked.
9Because you have made the Lord your refuge, and the Most High your dwelling place,(A)
10There shall no evil befall you, nor any plague or calamity come near your tent.
11For He will give His angels [especial] charge over you to accompany and defend and preserve you in all your ways [of obedience and service].
12They shall bear you up on their hands, lest you dash your foot against a stone.(B)
13You shall tread upon the lion and adder; the young lion and the serpent shall you trample underfoot.(C)
14Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him; I will set him on high, because he knows and understands My name [has a personal knowledge of My mercy, love, and kindness--trusts and relies on Me, knowing I will never forsake him, no, never].
15He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16With long life will I satisfy him and show him My salvation.
I, Your Lord and Savior WILL avenge you. I will repay your enemies for their treachery. Their kingdoms and reigns of terror will come to abrupt halts. But this is MY doing , in MY timing. You can't worry about when and how. You stay focused on Me and My presence and keeping YOUR heart clean before Me. Don't allow preoccupation with what they are doing and what you perceive they are "getting away with." They are mine, just as you are mine. When you consider them, consider them from My Word's perspective:
Matthew 5:44-48
(Amplified Bible)
44But I tell you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,(A)
45[a]To show that you are the children of your Father Who is in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the wicked and on the good, and makes the rain fall upon the upright and the wrongdoers [alike].
46For if you love those who love you, what reward can you have? Do not even the tax collectors do that?
47And if you greet only your brethren, what more than others are you doing? Do not even the Gentiles (the heathen) do that?
48You, therefore, must be perfect [growing into complete [b]maturity of godliness in mind and character, [c]having reached the proper height of virtue and integrity], as your heavenly Father is perfect.(B)
Remember,
your
nightfall is necessary. It's part of YOUR growth and
development. Betrayal by those close too you is vital in your journey
to fulfilling your destiny. Once you learn how to love your enemies,
love those who have taken your weaknessess and used them AGAINST you,
love in spite of...THEN you will have gained the ability to love like
ME and will be prepared to go forth and make EFFECTIVE disciples of My
people. No more of these soft, weak, temperamental babies that never
learn to eat table food. No more of these fly by night "servants" who
only serve as it provides for their fleshly desires. You'll learn how
to love as I love and understand as I do. You'll be the epitomy of
wise as a serpent...yet harmless as a dove. It's always darkest before
dawn. The winds will get stronger and the night will become darker. BUT
I, YOUR GOD SHALL KEEP YOU AND DELIVER YOU AND PRESENT YOU FAULTLESS
BEFORE MY FATHER AND THEN SHALL THE MANIFESTATION OF MY FAVOR BLESSING
ON YOUR LIFE BE SEEN IN THE EARTH. It won't be much longer, just
stay close to Me and Allow Me to walk you through...NIGHTFALL.